two sides
Everything changes so much. I’m such a different person than I was at the beginning of 2009. And it’s almost over, and just thinking there only a couple months left, and just thinking I’m going to be bringing in the new year in San Diego, and just thinking about everything I’ve seen, done, experienced this year. A whole roller coaster of emotions. Best and worst moments of my life could probably all be accounted for in this year. It’s been kind of monumental for me. Just a MAJOR growing up stage. And if you count the past 2 years, oh my goodness, that’s 99% of my life and lessons learned. Realizing things. Learning them the hard way. Just… everything. I’ve grown up so much. I’m not who I was. I don’t know how much you’re supposed to grow as a person in college, but I’ve heard it’s a lot. I don’t understand how much more I can come to realize, I feel pretty well versed right now.
In a way, that’s amazing. I love it. I love being where I am now, on the edge of the rest of my life.
And in another way, it really is the thing that scares me the most.
1:36 am • 20 November 2009
CRAP CRAP CRAP
I didn’t do any homework yet. History is going to take forever. And I didn’t do english. I’m thinking skipping tomorrow might be a good idea. HOWEVER, I can’t do that. I promised myself I wouldn’t until Christmas break. And if I do, I want it to be at least after Thanksgiving break. I need to budget my days I can miss. FUCK MY LIFE. I should have gotten a Monster when I went to Wawa. Haha. Okay well, going to get busy. Bye bye.
10:43 pm • 19 November 2009
colinh:annaszczekutowicz:
aubirdyblurbs:(via flossdaily)
MELANIE AND RITA AND ME ARE EATING A SUSHI BUFFET MONDAY! HAY ALL-I-CAN-EAT RAW FISH ;)
9:16 pm • 19 November 2009
jamie-ftw:eatxmyxdustx3:
zeppidemus:eveningsun:(via taleofbadgoodbyes)
Put my glasses on. I’m out the door. Gonna hit this city.
Before I leave brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack.
Cause when I leave for the night I ain’t comin baaaack ;)
9:08 pm • 19 November 2009
"There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure."
— Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma)
9:03 pm • 19 November 2009
ABOUT TO
-Make my bed. Since I washed my sheets today and stufffff :)
-Shower.
-Do history homework.
-SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.
-Have to leave the house early tomorrow. Need to go to Susan’s and take care of the dogs and the cat. Since she’s in Italy. And then need to go to Starbucks. Maybe? Yeah. We’ll see. But yeah. Make bed, shower, homework, sleeeeeeep. I might skip homework.. we’ll see how much it is. I’m quite exhausted.
9:00 pm • 19 November 2009
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could have or would have happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."
— Tupac (via hiphop-quotables) (via dearpanda)
8:52 pm • 19 November 2009
fingcupcakepunk
YOU LIKE EVERYTHING I POST FOR REAL.
Thank youuu :)
8:39 pm • 19 November 2009
